(Read Luke 17:1-5.)
The Rev. Ted Fenster swiveled the
chair from his desk. His eyes traveled
over his bookshelves until he found the Greek concordance. He planted his feet as he rocked forward and
reached for the book. He reversed his
motion and settled back down in the chair.
He loved to study. He loved to do
it slowly and methodically. Context,
word study, structural considerations, Synoptic comparisons—on and on he could
go, until he had the full impact of the passage.
And if he loved to study, he was not
fond of being disturbed in his study.
And there was Roger. There had
been no warning sounds on the steps.
Seventy-five pounds of boy were not going to create creaks in
boards. He was just there, his forehead
pressed to the window of the pastor’s study door.
Roger was ten years old. Fenster had started to chase him away when
they were paving the parsonage driveway two months ago. But something stopped him. Instead, he let him help carry boards for the
forms and do other odd jobs.
Roger was not a talker. He seemed to be a loner, a little
hyperactive, and a kid who never looked at you.
If he appreciated Fenster’s attentions, he did not say so. But he came back. When the pastor was loading the van with
groceries for the food bank, Roger just appeared and started carrying boxes too
big for him.
“Here, let’s you and I carry that
thing together,” Fenster said. Without a
word, Roger followed Fenster’s lead and took hold of one end of the box and
followed him out to the van.
“Thanks, Roger,” he had said at the
end of the chore.
Roger’s face was almost
expressionless. “Gotta go.”
Over the weeks, Fenster learned that
Roger was living with his divorced mother in a garage apartment two blocks
away. The mother seemed to be unemployed
and had a number of “friends” who stayed over quite often. So, Fenster had decided that he would do his
best to find time for Roger.
But, he was so enjoying his study,
and now here was Roger. He motioned for
Roger to enter. Roger had no
greeting. He just came in and sat in one
of the armchairs.
“So, how did school go today,
Roger?”
“OK.”
Fenster did his best for the next
ten minutes to carry on a conversation with Roger. Then, the phone rang. It was Harry Osborn, the church treasurer. When Fenster hung up, he said, “Well, Roger,
I guess I’m going to have to chase you off.
This man is coming over, and it’s very important business.”
“Can I empty the trash?” Fenster had let Roger take care of the church
trash from time to time. He had observed
that there were days when Roger would rather do anything than go home. He guessed those were the times when a
“friend” was staying over.
“Oh, I suppose.”
Roger jumped from his seat, grabbed
the office trash can, and disappeared.
In a few minutes, Harry arrived, and
Fenster welcomed him into his office.
Fenster was immediately engrossed in the meeting and did not notice that
the second door to his office, which led to a back stairs to the furnace room,
had been left open.
Fenster and Harry Osborn had no consciousness
of the boy who was working his way through the Sunday School rooms of the
basement below them. They could not see
him stop frequently and look at what remained from Sunday’s activities. Roger had little idea what went on in Sunday
School. He was passing through a world
of flannel-graph cut-outs of long haired bearded men in dresses. There were sheep and fish and crowns and
swords and shields. There were leaflets
in the room that had the tiniest chairs:
the leaflets had purple crayon scrawlings across them and the chairs
were dotted with crayon marks. There
were sayings on the chalkboards: “Jesus
loves you”, “How can I love my neighbor?”, and “Christ died for our sins.” The two men in the office above were
oblivious to the boy below who was feeling so comfortable in that musty
basement with ground-level windows so dirty you could not see through them.
Up in Fenster’s office, the two men
were playing chess with questions and answers and checks and ledgers. Fenster’s questions were delicate, quiet,
non-threatening. Harry’s answers were
cocksure, accompanied by loud laughter.
He boldly produced bank statements, adding machine tapes, vouchers,
canceled checks.
“You know, I really don’t know why
you can’t understand this, Brother Fenster.
I think we went over all of this last month, didn’t we?”
“Well, you know I’m slow,” said
Fenster. “But I just have one more thing
to ask about. What is this check to
Strong Construction for? We have not had
any dealings with them since I’ve been here.”
“Oh, that! Now that is something else. Uh, now let’s see. How can I explain
that? Well, look at it this way. John Bigelow gave us that memorial gift last
month. Now, Strong did do some work for
us two years ago—on the furnace ducts.
Now, we never paid them for that.
So, I took advantage of having that gift and just paid them. You know, we have to keep up our reputation
in the community. They were glad to get
paid.”
Down below, the little child had
made a decision. He had emptied the
trash in every classroom. There was a
waste can in the foyer of the church. He
would bound up the back stairs and dash through the Preacher’s office and run
down the hall to the foyer. Then, it
would be time to go home. He opened the
door to the furnace room and froze as he heard the voices of Fenster and Harry
Osborn.
“Look, Preacher, I’ll get you that
bill, and it will be exactly the same as that check. And you’ll be sorry you ever accused me of
anything. Cause I’m going to have some
people with me, and they’ll know what you have been accusing me of, and they’ll
throw you and your fancy-prancy wife out of this church so fast your head’ll
swim.”
Fenster’s words came slowly and
broke with emotion: “Harry, I’m sorry to
tell you this, but there is no bill. I
have already talked with Strong Construction.
They did not receive a check for twenty-five hundred dollars. They have never done work for our church.”
“The _____ they haven’t!”
“And I already have talked with
Germaine Van Sales. Our van was paid for
six months ago. None of these payments
went to pay for the van. I know that you
have written checks that are pulled out of the bank statement. Those checks were written to your office
supply company. The amount of those
checks correspond exactly to the amount of these phony checks to Germaine Van
and Strong Construction.”
The conflict above raised the chill
bumps on the child below. This child had
finally found a place where he could get away from what went on at home when
his mom had men over and when she smoked her dope. Now this man was cussing at the Preacher.
In another minute, Harry Osborn was
gone. Ted Fenster swiveled in his chair
and saw Roger at the back door of his office.
One look in Roger’s face told him that the boy must have heard some of
what was going on. He paused.
“Sit down, Roger. I need to tell you some stuff.” Roger sat in the big armchair without a
word. His eyes were cartoon-like empty
circles of questioning fear. Fenster
began, “Today, I had to talk with that man about some money he handles for the
church. It’s not his money. It’s, it’s God’s money.”
Fenster began to relax. This little guy was suddenly becoming his
confidante, his closest buddy. As he
struggled to keep things simple, things became quite simple. All of his self-doubt and fears began to
resolve as he explained why he had to challenge Harry Osborn’s embezzlement.
“Do you get it, Roger?”
“Yeah, I think so. So, how come this guy is, you know, in the
church?”
“You know, Roger, that is a really
tough question. Not everybody who comes
here loves Jesus. Do you love Jesus,
Roger?”
“Is Jesus like you?”
Fenster was flustered. “I-I hope I’m something like Him.”
“I love Jesus. I gotta go now.”
The boy was gone. The desk was piled with Greek grammars and
commentaries and notebooks. Fenster was
very tired. But his eye caught his Bible
under the pile. He pulled it out and
read his text one more time.
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